so…

i just broke up with my best friend, for real this time. 

and honestly, im 50% relieved about it, and 50% pissed. i just found out that no words can describe how much of a pretentious bitch she is. like oh. my. god. first, she doesnt reply my texts, so we end it. 

then, my other best friend, who happens to be her best friend too, tries to salvage whatever little hope there is remaining in our “dead” friendship and tells her im upset (which i was clearly not, but he only told me after he sent it) and she starts bitching abt me on her other twitter account she doesn’t know i know about. 

“i have no time to get emotional with our half-broken friendship”

“ok you wanna end it? end it bitch.”

“why the hell are you even upset? it was your decision bitch.”

“you were being psychotic”

WELL i shouldn’t have given in then. my fault. 

BUT THEN she goes on on her real account which she knows i can read and says “i’ll always be there for you even though i know you won’t”

DAFUQ BITCH? seriously? omg how fake can you get? now i know all these 4 years in school you’ve just been saint-like… externally. internally, you’re just like any other bitch. now here is where the pretentious part comes in: you pretend to be the nice goody goody when you’re not. call me a bitch/slut all you want but at least i don’t hide it.

now i’m not saying i have no fault in this whole thing. it was INCREDIBLY wrong and absurd for me to look at her private account (i feel extremely apologetic for that).  i know she will soooooo hate me for that and think im really a psychotic stalker but read my explanation first: i chanced upon it weeks ago, fought my temptations to look at what her tweets were about and left it alone. but, after what happened yesterday i HAD to know what was really going on in her mind so that i could decide on what’s best for the both of us. consider it God’s will for me to finally enter your pure and impartial mind, cheryl =) now i know you don’t want to be best friends with me, either. 

all the hopes and dreams we planned together for us are now being flushed down the toilet =) thank you for your 4 years but i never wish to see or speak to you again

P.S. stop fucking saying i reported you deliberately. i may have did that but wasn’t it for the same reason you created another twitter account? i didn’t want you to look at my tweets too. i rmb tweeting something and you did the ambiguous-reply-back-tweet. and you expect me not to get irritated. lol ya